ain't been sober since maybe October [entries|friends|calendar] kendall-schmendall. llama_face About kendall. 18. the university of alabama freshman. major is criminal justice with a minor in psychology. i love musicals and movies and eating cookie dough. favorite color is red. Links pinkisthenewblog gorillamaskdotnet forget-regret Layout This layout was made by spiralbound. [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

okay... [ August 30 ] since my journal changed to <tr><td></a></b></a>tidepride</td>, my icons are changing too! still the same address, just a different user! 0

closing [ April 26 ] [ music | "welcome to the 60's" - hairspray ] Well... I'm changing LIVEJOURNALS. to </a></b></a>tidepride...add me as a friend! pssst. </a></b></a>tidepride </a></b></a>tidepride </a></b></a>tidepride 0

i was born in a hurricane. [ August 30 ] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | "Don't Lie" - Black Eyed Peas ] ( because you don't know enough about me. ) ( iTunes 8 Ball! ) So, I was in Hurricane Katrina. Came smack dab at us. Our power went out so the dorm had a hurricane party. Now classes are cancelled. No, it's a good thing , I promise. 5

tired. [ May 29 ] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | "You Better, You Bet" - The Who ] I've been at my Granny's house all week. I'm so tired. TIRED. I have younger cousins who run me wild. Next week is the beginning of camp and Orientation. It's freaky...freshman orientation. So weird. I'm going to college :) And there's an SVU marathon on USA. I'm very lucky this Sunday. ( You know you're from Nashville... ) 0

friends only :) [ January 24 ] [ mood | accomplished ] I'm nice. I like friends. If you want to be my friend, you can. Just comment so I can add you. 25

Fuck! [ January 19 ] [ mood | infuriated ] [ music | i love the 80s ] DAMNIT! My computer crashed again. I don't care anymore, but I want a new computer even if I have to buy the damn thing myself. I'm tired of this cheap shit. I want a nice computer that can run without crashing. I was so angry when I got home from Ann's, it wasn't even funny. I also went out and bought The Sims Double Deluxe Edition and had fun waiting 30 friggin' minutes for the damn thing to download. I just had a really stressful afternoon. I watched The Ninth Gate (cum Mister Johnny Depp) and I really liked it. Very interesting with the books and LCF initialing. I really don't want to bowl tomorrow. I'd rather cut off my foot now. Seriously. I'd rather bang a horse. No, I wouldn't. 5

EWAN! [ January 17 ] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | "dirty denim" - the donnas ] I just saw Big Fish (alone, yes) and I loved it. So good. And the Alabaman accents weren't bad either. Albert Finney is so good, but he reminds me of me late granddad. I loved it. But there were lots of elderly women there who wouldn't stop telling their husbands what was going on in the scene, "Oh, that's the same girl he met at the circus." Yeah. Going to Ann's tomorrow to have a sleep-over and watch movies and eat and laugh and the norm. Which LotR character are you meant for? by katejaneway Name Character Frodo You met In Isenguard For your future you Both perish due to Sauron's wrath. Created with quill18's MemeGen! 5

Frustrated, yet again. [ January 17 ] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | "behold a lady" - outkast ] For the record: I'm a huge perfectionist and sometimes it's my way or the highway. And I'm paranoid. Caution when reading. begin rant/ Okay, so we had a Theatre Club meeting yesterday for the first time in, like, 2 months and I have taken over co-ownership with </a></b></a>bob_mooser(ha, I see you Liz!). So, we've made up some rules and I doubt they're going to be followed. We have rude friends and that's all there is to it. I love my friends, but it's really unprofessional and annoying to me because our play is in jeopardy (btw, we're doing The Crucible). And a friend came up to me (this is really vexing but I love this person anyways), and actually TOLD me how to control teenagers. Okay, I've worked ever summer with smaller children and if I can get over that, I sure as hell can get over a bunch of magnet school students. She said that if I laughed, everyone else would laugh and that would cause chaos. I WANT PEOPLE TO HAVE FUN FOR GOODNESS SAKE'S! It's not military drill club, just theatre club. But I guess I also wanted them to be serious, but still. I don't want to be bossy. I've let that make me depressed once and I won't let it again. /end Funny posts will follow after this one. I promise, me loves, I promise. 3

Wooo! [ January 13 ] [ mood | predatory ] [ music | mad tv ] ( ?!? ) I drove by me wee little self this morn to school and I was very happy. My mom made me call her every waking minute, so I fought with her about that. Hm, I fight a lot. Ha. I <3 my new icon...I made it meself. To Cara: WS_FTP is being a you-know-what, so it might be some days before my site is up. 3

Not really a need for a title. [ January 11 ] [ mood | sad ] [ music | "i's rather be in love" - michelle branch ] If all funerals are as heart-breaking and just "shit-felt" as the one I had today, I don't ever want to go to one or even have one. It's really going to be hard to live without my grandfather. It really is. It's too hard when good people pass away, even though they're not really "dead", yadda-yadda. I just felt bad. But the visitation last night was full and that made me feel better. A lot of people knew him and cared about him. That's just a great feeling. But it was tough seeing my uncle and dad cry, even my aunt. It's too much. ( movie checklist from b0ydism <3 ) 1

Rudy, you're hopeless. [ January 9 ] [ mood | devious ] [ music | rudy on tv ] Ellen Yeah, you just got um... You drink don't you? Elijah I do! I do. I drink.. I drink booze AND alcohol. Ellen You drink both booze AND alcohol? Elijah I do, it's.. yeah. "I do, it's...yeah" is how I feel most of the time. I got my Astin double feature this morning: Rudy was on and then I'm going to watch Regis & Kelly. And THEN, I get to take the long road to the DMV and get my license. Fun, eh? </a></b></a>elfsheen is going to host my LOTR Graphic site, Eämbar (means 'sea home'). Whee! 1

January Eighth. [ January 8 ] [ mood | tired ] [ music | "Dracula's Wedding" - OutKast ] My grandfather died today. I cried but my grandfather knew he wouldn't be around much longer. It's depressing, yes, but I know he's off better now. I have to stay home tomorrow and help my mom pack to go to the funeral. I even bought hose (which I don't wear at all) to go with my skirt. My dad didn't seem too sad, but I guess we all knew it was going to be soon. He was really sick. In other news, I'm really freaking out over college. I spent my whole independent study searching the web for scholarships and stuff. I need money and a school that is far away from Tennessee. I need to branch out and find my own space. ( 03 Survey from jenngamgee ) Okay GEEKEDIT! Saw Weelijah on the Daily Show and OMGKITTYHAIR. And Astin is going to be on Regis & KellySQUEEE! Might freak out soon./fin 6

I miss Eggos :( [ January 7 ] [ mood | amused ] [ music | "Happy Valentine's Day" - OutKast ] I loved Eggos. But now I never eat breakfast. Or I have PopTarts. Mmm, waffles. I finally got my license. I put 60 miles in an hour and a half on a little Mazda Protege, just going around town on the interstate. My driving instructor was suprisingly nice (I never get nice people in my life, except for my friends. It's a curse) and he just let me drive. So now I have to face the bitches at the DMV and the Mexicans in line in order to just have my picture taken. I have no idea what I'm going to do when I get my license. The library, maybe. Or the mall. I need to spend money now. Ah, I don't what to do. I'm lost. So I also got my PSAT back and I made in the 84th percentile. I wasn't very happy. But I know I'm not a megageek, so not worried at all. Just need to work a bit before March. I'm also having a friend crisis. I don't know whether to tell that person about his/her problem that I have or just to keep it inside. I'm very OCD sometimes, and it really makes me hate myself. This certain person is arrogant in a way and I hate that too. I have no idea what I should do. ( surveys from chadwinrules <3 ) go/ So, I got R.E.M.'s Greatest Hits yesterday and it's on rotation NONSTOP. I am never a music geek, but The Love Below (OutKast) and R.E.M. are definitely me right now. And I interrupted your mastuerbation for that, huh? Tsk tsk. /fin 6

[ January 5 ] Trying out my new mood themes. I got a server to upload images but I want to start a design site. Just do graphics and everything. Yes. I went with Ann & Fibi to see Mona Lisa Smile and I actually liked it. The costumes and set were amazing and the characters were believable. We kind of snuck into RotK before the movie, just to see where it was. Legolas and elephant part (of course). Eh. I think after I get my license I'm going to see Rotk alone because I never do that kinda stuff for myself. Then I won't have someone asking questions or criticizing the chracter's every move. I'll see it as a fan who throughly enjoys the films and the actors'/director's efforts, not as a rabid Tolkienite. Which I'm not anyways. I don't have favorite authors (though I do enjoy the whole 1920s gangster/flapper thing with F. Scott Fitzgerald), I just enjoy books. I did like Beverly Cleary though. Hm. I love Kiefer. ( mindless quizzes that you must take! ) 0

my 3rd post today. a record, mayhap. [ January 3 ] [ mood | bored ] [ music | titans v. ravens ] started </a></b></a>jerkalert as a writing/image journal. I guess I'll add friends? Comment if you want to be added. I dunno. It'll be funny and mad. Just a journal. ( lotr fandomlist idea from Cara. ) 1

..... [ January 3 ] I need a domain. I have the money but my parents hate the internet. They'd laugh at me if I asked. Hm. Must devise a plan to get money to company to buy domain. 2

Uh...okay. [ January 3 ] [ mood | ] [ music | Outkast - "Roses" ] Thanks to </a></b></a>elfsheen, I can now hack my own mood themes. But this one is from </a></b></a>cenedrawood. Whee. Okay, so my parents are on speed this morning. Talking to me, making jokes, etc. They even commented on how Casey Affleck looks nothing like Ben (who give an ef...he's cute). BENBENBENSEANBENBENBEN. 0

Kendall has discovered eyeliner! Whee! [ January 2 ] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | black sheep ] I wish someone at thefanlistings.org would grow some balls and email me when my site is being taken off, even if it has NO REASON to be taken off. My Bill site is being replaced by some MS paint crap Bill site, and I lost my host. Thanks, thefanlistings.org, for being inconsiderate. It really made my effing day. I drove with my instructor and felt like I was with another teenager. She gave me a 9+/10 five minutes into the lesson, so we drove around West Nashville and just talked. Her daughter has a record contract and she's a muralist. We went to the BP and got a drink, too. It was nice. ( New Years. ) 2

survey, rant, etc. [ December 31 ] [ mood | full ] [ music | newlyweds on mtv ] ( survey from past3d ) Going to Sarah B.'s house for New Year's. We're probably going to eat Taco Bell and watch movies, maybe play a game. I got out of going to Alabama, which would've been boring because my cousins don't really like me. My feet are cold. I think I'm dying. 1

argh. [ December 30 ] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | rotk videogame - "escape from osgiliath" ] I'm playing the RotK videogame, and I cannot get out of Osgiliath (Sam, FroHo, Gollum). Does anyone have any cheats or secrets? I just want to get out of the damn place. Finished Driver's Ed today. Ann passed her permit test (yay!) and I have to drive Friday, Monday, and Wednesday. Then I'll have my license. Scary, huh? 1

navigation [ viewing | most recent entries ] [ go | earlier ]